it almost 6months after he left me and he never come back even once!!i am probably tired to cry over and over again n my tears is almost wont to drop off through my face anymore!!i tell u all if its really hurt to lost the biggest part of my life but i know i need to move on be someone and knowing him happy to see me from the heaven's lord!!
i pray to god please do take a really good care of my dad, bless him and may he rest in peace in ur glory heaven god!!i want u all do loving ur parents, as long as they still can see u grow up and be someone soooo success someday!!
keep imagine to be in somepeople position, hve a very happy small family, with love of their dad and their mom!!picking up phone or reply the text from their dad, "where r u??why u go back late??go home now!!!".. i wondering my life before he left me like they do now on!!parents is a miracle, friends and heroes, how lucky they are to have their parents completely :) they can feel and see their daddy smile while i only can looking at his smiley picture and my heart keep hoping and get hurt!!
a very little hope from a daughter like me is only to hug my papah once again but i realize and i know if god will not allow me even only to feel his touch!!having a big family and friends like u all is like found a new hope, a new spirit and a new passion!!im sure everything will never be the same without papah beside me but i will never let my heart saying that my life is over!!!
sometimes, sharing this kind of feeling to anybody is made me feel much better soo i thanks to u all for who those always listen to my story, read my bbm, read my text, be the arms for me to cried, made me happy and smile and everything soooo good i love u all guys soo much may god keep u in blessing always amin
No comments:
Post a Comment